Jax's Ramblings

Thought I'd play around with this...

2008-12-03T07:22:31Z

<table width=500 style='border:1px solid black; background-color:white; color:black;'><tr><td><img src='http://triggur.org/dearsanta/santa.gif'>Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In July I gave <lj user="rabid_dangirl"> a wet willie, then I took it back (-5 points). In June I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). In January I put gum in <lj user="shadowivy20x6">'s hair (-12 points). In May I pulled over and changed <lj user="dancerfuji">'s flat tire (15 points). Last Sunday I committed genocide... Sorry about that, <lj user="hyperangeleyes"> (-5000 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-5001 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal! <blockquote>Sincerely, jaxomnobaka</blockquote></td></tr></table> <form action='http://triggur.org/dearsanta/'>Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username:<input type=text name=uname size=20><input type=submit value='Write Santa!'></form>

Edit: Damn... not showing up right for me, dunno about anyone else. If this doesn't show right for you, and you know how I can make it right, let me know. Thanks.

I like this one...

2008-08-04T04:49:47Z

I stole this word for word from suthrnbellechan because I like it. A lot. Please do fill it out, people.

If you're on my friends list, I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine ... you're on my list, so I want to know you better!

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
A.

02) What was your dream growing up?
A.

03) What talent do you wish you had?
A.

04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
A.

05) Favorite vegetable?
A.

06) What was the last book you read?
A.

07) What zodiac sign are you?
A.

08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
A.

09) Worst Habit?
A.

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
A.

11) What is your favorite sport?
A.

12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?
A.

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
A.

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
A.

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
A.

16) Do you have any pets?
A.

17) What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?
A.

18) What was your first impression of me? (hmmm...careful!)
A.

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
A.

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
A.

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
A.

22) What color eyes do you have?
A.

23) Ever been arrested?
A.

24) Bottle or can soda?
A.

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
A.

26) Would you ever hug a perfect stranger?
A.

27) What's your favorite place to hang at?
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28) Do you believe in ghosts?
A.

29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
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30) Do you swear a lot?
A.

31) Biggest pet peeve?
A.

32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
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33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
A.

34) Do you have "one of those faces" (i.e. you look horribly familiar to everyone)?
A.

35) Do you believe in God?
A.

36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
A.

AWA news

2008-07-09T12:58:19Z

So yeah, Looks like there will be no Sexy Tamaki at AWA this year. Instead, I shall be attempting to pull off the sexiest man to ever have lived in the many worlds of anime, along with Cullen, who will be doing the same with his equally sexy lover. We'll also be hoping to compete in the cosplay contest, so these will hopefully go well. See under cut for the answer.

Yeha, that's right. He can't be beat. And Cullen is willing to be Yoko. This is gonna be AWESOME.

Mostly for Lauren (Bellechan!!!)

2008-06-30T05:28:37Z

AMAZING con! I had a great time, and can't wait for the future ones, which I guess I have to go to now, what with the awesome MEMBERSHIP I won!!! Totally shocked by next year's theme, had no idea what to expect, and hell yeah for me bringing that poster to this con! Hilarious.

To Everyone: Thanks for having fun with me, and sorry to those who missed. I made it back home safe,and will be skipping work tomorrow.
Love ya Cullen!

Sigh...

2008-06-25T04:56:00Z

Fights suck. I'm tired, stressed, need class to be over so I can get the hell out of Atlanta and get over this month of physical, though not emotional, separation. It's destroying me, really. TT_TT I'm tired.

..........

2008-05-30T01:06:32Z

So... Yeah. Some of the people who see this already know, others of you do not. I have been, and at times still am, a poet, over the years. I just updated my deviantart page, where most of my stuff is. Care to take a look and maybe comment? Thanks. The link for the new poem is the first, which was written for and about my beautiful girlfriend (Hikari-Hart), and the second link is just my main deviantart page.

Teh poem - "Beautiful Bombshell"

My page

WOOOOOOOT!

2008-01-18T05:34:57Z

I'm officially no longer a teenager!!! Go me!!!

This post is really only for one person, but...

2007-11-24T10:15:33Z

I miss you. I want you to come back. It's five a.m. and I can't get Ye and Tam to stop playing Rock Band so I can sleep and not completely fuck up your sleep schedule when you finally do get back. I love you, and have been counting the days till you come back since you left. Heh. I miss having my own Marui at my side. I'll see you in a couple days. Well, technically, tomorrow. But, as it will be after two sleeps, a couple days sounds justified to me. Hopefully I can sleep after this song. Please, let me know if there's any bloody news, as when I talked to you earlier, there was no time for you to tell me how everyone in your area is doing. Geez, now I'm just rambling, but then, what else can you do when (Don't Fear) the Reaper is playing?

yawn

2007-10-18T20:06:08Z

I'm soooo tired. I fell asleep on Cullen's floor today, while she was getting ready for her psych class. Then, I had no urge to pay attention in Linear Algebra, where this week we had an odd substitute who can't speak decent English. Now, I'm at work, bored out of my mind, wondering when Cullen's going to be released from her seminar today so we can go get ready for dinner tonight (I get to meet her mom... not sure whether I should be as nervous as I am, but I just don't want to make a bad impression). I hope all goes well.

Sorry to have neglected my journal for so long (in case anyone actually reads it anymore), but I've been all over the place this week and couldn't keep up with making daily postings. We'll see where it goes, but yeah. Not much else to say now, so peace out.

Jax

Wow...

2007-10-13T22:44:00Z

Sheets are more expensive than I actually realized. Even the cheap Target brand ones are bad. Damnit all.

DAY-AM!!!!

2007-10-13T01:28:36Z

I completely forgot how DAMN kick-ASS Ichigo's Bankai is when we first get the chance to see it. I mean, he seriously kicks Byakuya's Senbonzakura Kageyoshi's ASS. Sorry... Bleach rant. Yup. They happen.

Physics Homework Sucks

2007-10-11T23:55:48Z

I really hate Physics homework. My teacher sucks on picking the questions to assign us. W00t for bitchy teachers.

In Hindsight

2007-10-10T15:39:30Z

Well, the median score on that test was a 76. I guess I didn't do too badly. The lowest score was a 36. I nearly doubled that. W00t. I don't feel nearly as bad anymore, and just know to study harder for the next test. Simple enough.

Physics - Not as Much Fun in College

2007-10-10T12:53:57Z

I got a fuckin 70.7 on my first Physics 141 test. In high school, all I ever did was play Go Fish, and I had a full-on A in that class. I've decided I don't like Physics all that much anymore...

Can't Sleep....

2007-10-09T05:49:18Z

OMG I am sooooo excited... Cullen gets back in town in a matter of hours, and I have to try and sleep a bit before I get up early and wish her well for her trip back here (her trip home wasn't all that great...). God, I need the sleep, but I'm just so anxious. Oh, well, I guess if I sleep, time will pass faster. G'night.

Love

2007-10-08T21:30:57Z

Love is a fickle player
In the lives of those he visits.
He comes and goes at his own whim,
And just laughs whenever he messes up.

Luck is a beautiful entity,
Who helps whenever she can.
She also comes and goes at whim,
But cries when she cannot be around.

One day, Love met Luck.
They had a wonderful time,
Partying and dancing all night,
Until the morning came, with Dawn.

Love, seeing Dawn's beauty,
Turned away from Luck's dark eyes.
Staring into the brilliant sunrise, however,
He burned his own to the point where he saw naught.

Love, no longer seeing,
Could not find his way to Luck,
And so, to this day, he wanders,
Reminding us all that he is blind.

Wow, this will definitely disturb some...

2007-10-08T02:04:15Z

So yeah. I was playing racquetball with my friend Ye today, and right during the silence before he served, I accidentally let one rip. It was after he announced the score, but before he actually hit the ball. We were both so ready and tensed for the play that it took several seconds for us to realize just how funny it was, and then, almost simultaneously, we fell to the floor laughing. Okay, so that's an exaggeration, but we did both start laughing at the same time. It was just so random, yet at the perfect moment.

This message has been approved by Ye Wang.

Whoa

2007-10-06T22:40:29Z

Last night was interesting. Alcohol does odd things to people. My friend, who was in military school last year, fell and bumped his head after drinking, then flashed back to those days. He actually called me "Sergeant". Shock and awe.

great looking weekend.

2007-10-05T12:29:24Z

Not only is the weather beautiful (cloudy, humid, probably going to rain really hard later...), but it is an extended weekend and she went home. If you know me, these do not make a generally good combination. I get to go to my friend's house tomorrow and check out Halo 3, which is perhaps the single most fun point of my weekend. Then, I'm drinking with some friends. Well, I will be so long as I manage to keep myself in a good mood. I might do something Sunday. Monday and Tuesday, I'll pretty much be... dead, at least until Tuesday evening/night, when she gets back in from Huntsville. Why does it have to be so far from here to there? I wish I could just go spend the weekend there, instead of here. Hmm... a thought has occurred to me......

Nerves... lots of em.

2007-10-04T18:55:28Z

Great. I get to meet her dad today. Oh, boy. It can't be that bad, but I'm nervous about making my first impression. Maybe it will go over well. I'm wearing my BSA Eagle shirt, so if he notices it, perhaps that will help. She liked the thought I put into that one ^.^. Either way, what happens, happens, and I won't be able to change it. It just really sucks that I won't get to see her again until Tuesday evening/night. Stupid Fall Break.

Sleep Sucks Balls...

2007-10-03T15:08:12Z

I have often said this, but I hate sleep. I know it is necessary to living, but it is certainly DAMN inconvenient. If I could get away with never sleeping at all, I'm pretty sure I would, simply because i miss out on so much time that I could be doing other things. Last night, I would have given a lot just to be capable of staying up and exploring in Lullwater, but noooo... I had a Physics test at 8:30 this morning - which I'm not to sure I did so well on. Well, that said, I'm off to get a bit anyway, cuz I still can't live without it.

Peace out.

Eyes

2007-10-02T15:27:57Z

I came to a new fully-thought-out realization last night, and felt like sharing it.

As most everyone already knows, the eyes are the single most expressive part of our body when it comes to sharing emotions. I mean, with no other part of our body can we smile, frown, show confusion, or even express a deep connection. True, our mouths can speak and move in many of these ways, but our eyes take so little work, yet can betray so much of what is inside us.

I think from now on, my goal is going to be to talk less and look and listen more. After all, I am naturally a very talkative guy, but it's something that I've been trying for years to get under control. If I can just shut my mouth and listen to what others have to say, I would probably be considered a better person overall. Also, if I can watch the eyes of the people with whom I communicate, perhaps I can learn exactly what expressions mean what, consciously rather than only subconsciously. Then, I will be able to express my feelings wordlessly, a goal I've had for a while.

Honestly, I also now know what it means to get lost in someone's eyes. They are just so deep, it's almost like falling in and not being able to pull yourself out. This may sound like a bad feeling to some of those of you who have yet to truly experience this feeling, but believe me, it's delightful. The worst part is when something makes a noise and pulls you back out against your will.

Well, I hope these realizations bring some insight into who I am and how I think, but I need to go try and meditate. Just another step in making myself a better person. I'll let you know how the meditation is later.

Peace.

~Jax

screams in frustration

2007-10-01T14:47:22Z

THIS is why I don't come up with a title for a poem before I write it. If I write "Excitable Bombshell" now, it will come out a piece of shit. Writer's block TO THE MAX. Therefore, I give up, and shall set it aside for a new projec, which I will not disclose any information on until it is done. *evil cackle* Sorry, if there was anyone looking forward to reading it...

inspiration

2007-10-01T06:29:39Z

It's so hard to come by these days. Then, all of a sudden I have a ton of inspiration right in front of me, and writer's block hits at 2:30ish in the morning. Wonderful. Look forward to "Excitable Bombshell", coming soon, probably not right away.

Oyasumi nasai

~Jax

poetry

2007-10-01T04:05:23Z

I'm really into it. I love writing it mostly, though, as opposed to just reading random stuff. My next will be dedicated to (translates to "about") one of the greatest people I know. I think "Excitable Bombshell" is a fitting title that describes her nicely.